I’m pretty much at zero POTs…..French is a bastard, Officemax is MIA and a new one I’ll call Hockey, I’m starting to think is a fake.

I’ve joined 7 sites at this point, over 600 emails and only one failed date (yes I still think about Jeff).

Theres one guy idk why I said that [...]

Yesterday I did something I thought I’d never do.

I went to someone for help with a personal issue.

I was being bullied, manipulated. Made to feel guilty. I’d had enough.

So rather than give it to it, I made a point of it.

I got someone kicked off and banned from campus and I’m [...]

This time it’s Mr.Officemax and it seems that Mr.Hollywood is out of the picture…bastard.

Mr.Officemax doesn’t run an Office Max but his email address hinted that he sold office furniture…which he doesn’t….so hence, Officemax.

Hes married with 2 young girls and likes to hint at sex ALOT. However he has back problems and ‘when’ (not [...]

I am alone.

I don’t want to be.

But I’d rather be alone than unhappy.

I emailed some men I found on SA and SM. 2 of them in particular stand out to me.

I’ll call them Mr. French and Mr.Hollywood.

Mr. French lives in France and works in Finance. He often helps me with [...]

I’ve always wanted to be a fashion blogger but always found myself disappointed with my fashion……

I kid you not that I have more clothes than space but I couldn’t find a single thing to wear when the time comes…….

This year I’m deciding to change all that. I’m going to try to stick to [...]

ABBA vs Ellie Goulding – Lights Are Gonna Find Me (mashup) from Reborn Identity on Vimeo.

And A little preview of what I might focus on this year…..

Gotta be close to 150 by years end if not lower. Sad but Realistic goals.

…doesn’t feel like anything.

I don’t feel older or wiser or happy….

or anything really.

I submitted my application to LIU Brooklyn, but I’m going to wait till the last minute before I make a decicion…

even though the apartment with kitchen as a dorm idea is very tempting….

One realization though……

After this new [...]